Thanks guys. I was only down a half lb over the entire weekend. No talk of a feeding tube, so yay for small victories.
The miralax finally kicked in and I did my thing last night. 7 days and 18 hours after the last one. yeah.. wow. Amazingly it didn't smell like death.
I'm sitting here now eating cantaloupe and it tastes great. It still has flavor which is awesome and its cold and soothing. I feel dehydrated but am drinking lots of water so no idea what is going on there. I'm going to stay home from work tomorrow and just veg out.
Today I had an oncology appointment after radiation. My oncology doctor said I look and feel better than 90% of the people at this stage in my treatment. The cisplatin really kicks the crap out of some people but I appear to be handing it better than most. In fact, he said he looked at a 39 yr old guy earlier today (I'm 40) who has the same type cancer I have. His neck is all red, he has a feeding tube already, is nauseous all day long, doesn't want to eat, is miserable, and has numerous tongue/throat lesions from the radiation, whereas I appear normal to everyone and you wouldn't know I am on radiation/chemo unless you asked or I told you. I guess that's a blessing that I'm "strong like bull", or at least a really good faker.