i've made a new resolution to better my life. I'm going to pay off my debts, do good in class, kick ass at my job, get my cats skinny, get me skinny, and buy a toyota matrix (b/c it's a cool looking car). I'm also going to get a 17" lcd to replace my monitor, build a home theater PC, design a better mouse trap, stop burning food, and get my cats skinny (they're going on a diet with me). As far as she's concerned, i'm changing the locks, my name is the only one on the lease, she's hit the road and out of my life. It'll be better without her, i have more important things to care about (like Jose and Absoluta). I smell corn dogs, i'm going to eat now.
How fuvked up is that to cheat on someone after 4 years of being together and 1 year of officialyy living together? at least if you're unhappy and want to see soemone else, have the decency to tell me to my face (i actually just said this to her 2 hours ago, when i wa s sober). dunno how long it's going to tak her to move out but i already bought and changed the locks on my bedroom )the'er s another room that the cats own, it'll be hers temporarily).
i dunnno where things went wrong, one day we just knida stopped talking,felt like a communication feeze. and now this, i'm completely blown away. i confronted her about it today befor she left for work so i didn't get much of a chance to talk and vent at her. i'll give har a call later, assuming she even picks up her phone. adn the sad thing is that her family loves me, i don't even think they know what's going on. her sister knwos, i trid to im her and she ignored me. i'll be abck with mor detials late.r