I has a sad

[Red Squirrel]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd9OhYroLN0

 

[dighn]

Thats what we thought, for the first month.

why would someone other than a troll continually post what could only lead to ridicule?

 

[Capt Caveman]

ughhhhh...

Called her yesterday... Got voicemail earlier than should have. (She hit ignore call, multiple reasons for why that could happen, but only one is likely) I doubt she will call me back. I just want a real explanation because not knowing is what has always driven me crazy on just about anything... And she knows that.

I'm not going to stop thinking about it. It just won't stop. I can't sleep at night. I'm doing terrible in school because of it. I can't enjoy a lot of things because they remind me of her. I set up an appointment on Monday to see a doctor so that I can get some sleeping meds. Hopefully that will be able to get me to at least sleep at night so that I won't feel super drained everyday.

Everything is really fucking me over.

And if she tells you that she thinks you're a creepy douchebag, that will make you happy? Pretty pathetic since you never dated or had anything romantic going on with this girl.

 

[JohnOfSheffield]

I've decided that I should give up. The rational part of me believes I should because it knows me far too well.

I'm pretty unhappy right now. The only girl I've had real interest in in the past year just lied to my face when she knows that I hate people who lie. Then she belittled me even though we had become friends. I don't know what she was thinking, but she's definitely taken the best approach to make me hate her. So, now I am giving up on girls because that was the only one I've had any real interest in in a long time (Arguably the only one that actually mattered, the only one I had liked because of her personality more than her looks(she's cute too)). I have tried to pursue other girls that I wasn't really interested in just so that I could get over her. It never worked... So, now I have to give up.

Similarly, school. I can't deal with all this shit in my life (have the perma-sads essentially) and then be expected to 4.0 school. I'm going to try to stop worrying about whatever major I am going to be in and just deal with it.

Dancing stuff (My main social outlet). I was on my way to becoming an instructor and now I am not really interested in pursuing any of it right now. A lot of people up here think I am pretty good and there was some people willing to invest in me. It's also lead me to the most sad-moments because I meet girls there and they always lie. There's also a lot of disappointment in the community. A lot of people are very bad.

Friends. Trying to give that up. I've become quite tired of the bullshit most people say. I'm not going to actively pursue friendships anymore. It's not worth my time or energy because in the end: people will only be friends with me when they want to be friends with me more than I want to with them. And considering I've probably lost one good friend (the girl) thanks to her finally showing a side that I really wish never existed, then it's probably a good time to stop hoping people are going to be honest.

So, now I am here. Stuck in the sads and I have a lot of homework. A lot. Also, I woke up at 4:30PM today. Going to see a doctor about some sleep meds because I am tired of laying in bed.

Go talk to the girl, chances are that even if you don't get the response you wanted you'll get an explanation that you can work with, it can't get worse, can it?

I've found, during my life, that things aren't always just as they seem and while i'm more of a "direct approach" kinda guy i have watched others imagine things that kept them from having the guts to do what they should have been doing in the first place.

Just go talk to her, don't get sleep meds, once you solved the problems that has been keeping you awake you won't need them, but you're a man now, son, you need to act like one.

 

[JohnOfSheffield]

ughhhhh...

Called her yesterday... Got voicemail earlier than should have. (She hit ignore call, multiple reasons for why that could happen, but only one is likely) I doubt she will call me back. I just want a real explanation because not knowing is what has always driven me crazy on just about anything... And she knows that.

I'm not going to stop thinking about it. It just won't stop. I can't sleep at night. I'm doing terrible in school because of it. I can't enjoy a lot of things because they remind me of her. I set up an appointment on Monday to see a doctor so that I can get some sleeping meds. Hopefully that will be able to get me to at least sleep at night so that I won't feel super drained everyday.

Everything is really fucking me over.

Do you live so far from her that you can't go talk to her in person?

No real man ever discusses important things over the phone with a girl.

NOT EVEN ONE!

 

[JohnOfSheffield]

This. I smack you occasionally online because your whiny behavior kinda begs for it, but in all seriousness if you think you have a problem with depression then it is affecting every area of your life, and it is treatable.

Get some help; life sucks sometimes but you should be able to keep pushing through it. If you don't feel like you can on your own then definitely get some assistance.

Ain't nothing wrong with him that a good woman could not fix... or Laphroaig... hell Laph can fix anything but it usually ends with you spending the night in a holding cell... that is when you know... i mean, if she comes to get you out, that is when you know.

Of course, if she's sitting next to you and can't stop laughing, that is when you really hit the jackpot.

 

[OVerLoRDI]

Shut up

 

[FancyTurtle]

Go fuck something ugly.

Yes shorty you are on the right track here. im so proud of you Im so happy you finally proclaimed your love for tridenT. we were all waiting for this moment of happy love and I do say im sure every one here is just as proud of you as I am

 

[MrColin]

I've decided that I should give up. The rational part of me believes I should because it knows me far too well.

I'm pretty unhappy right now. The only girl I've had real interest in in the past year just lied to my face when she knows that I hate people who lie. Then she belittled me even though we had become friends. I don't know what she was thinking, but she's definitely taken the best approach to make me hate her. So, now I am giving up on girls because that was the only one I've had any real interest in in a long time (Arguably the only one that actually mattered, the only one I had liked because of her personality more than her looks(she's cute too)). I have tried to pursue other girls that I wasn't really interested in just so that I could get over her. It never worked... So, now I have to give up.

Similarly, school. I can't deal with all this shit in my life (have the perma-sads essentially) and then be expected to 4.0 school. I'm going to try to stop worrying about whatever major I am going to be in and just deal with it.

Dancing stuff (My main social outlet). I was on my way to becoming an instructor and now I am not really interested in pursuing any of it right now. A lot of people up here think I am pretty good and there was some people willing to invest in me. It's also lead me to the most sad-moments because I meet girls there and they always lie. There's also a lot of disappointment in the community. A lot of people are very bad.

Friends. Trying to give that up. I've become quite tired of the bullshit most people say. I'm not going to actively pursue friendships anymore. It's not worth my time or energy because in the end: people will only be friends with me when they want to be friends with me more than I want to with them. And considering I've probably lost one good friend (the girl) thanks to her finally showing a side that I really wish never existed, then it's probably a good time to stop hoping people are going to be honest.

So, now I am here. Stuck in the sads and I have a lot of homework. A lot. Also, I woke up at 4:30PM today. Going to see a doctor about some sleep meds because I am tired of laying in bed.

While you are there, have that feminism looked at. That shit can kill you. When you're done with the pity party hit me up for some real advice.

 

[GotIssues]

I find the dichotomic nature of responses quite humorous.

On one side, you have the people who obviously haven't read any of TridenT's past posts. They try to be nice and cheer him up, give advice, and help the kid out.

On the other side, you have the people who've dealt with this shit 100 times already. They've read his similar posts, tried to be nice, given advice, tried to cheer him up, only to be rebuffed and hear all kinds of lame-ass excuses and made up bullshit.

If TridenT wanted help, he'd get it. He's heard the advice 100x before. Unfortunately, he's not interested in getting help, he just wants attention and sympathy for a life that he's actively made crappy (or stories he's made up).

 

[Locut0s]

Yes shorty you are on the right track here. im so proud of you Im so happy you finally proclaimed your love for tridenT. we were all waiting for this moment of happy love and I do say im sure every one here is just as proud of you as I am

There is now way you aren't TFP. :awe:

 

[dank69]

firstworldproblems

 

[OverVolt]

I gave Trident some really good advice before. Like spot on shit. Trident just doesn't do anything to help himself. He needs to push his comfort zone continually. It will actually be fun. Go talk to the girl for the hell of it, like others said you don't have anything to lose so go confront her in person.

 

[Locut0s]

I gave Trident some really good advice before. Like spot on shit. Trident just doesn't do anything to help himself. He needs to push his comfort zone continually. It will actually be fun. Go talk to the girl for the hell of it, like others said you don't have anything to lose so go confront her in person.

As I was saying above I suspect he may have underlying emotional problems needs to see psychiatrist.

 

[RearAdmiral]

Don't BJs cure any and all problems related to being a man?

 

[Soundmanred]

Don't BJs cure any and all problems related to being a man?

He would just use an excuse for that too thought, something like "I can't, I have TMJ."

 

[disappoint]

Yes shorty you are on the right track here. im so proud of you Im so happy you finally proclaimed your love for tridenT. we were all waiting for this moment of happy love and I do say im sure every one here is just as proud of you as I am

TFP? Is that you?

 

[RearAdmiral]

He would just use an excuse for that too thought, something like "I can't, I have TMJ."

tmj?

 

[Born2bwire]

tmj?

Think lockjaw (though not the same thing I believe).

By the way, I didn't realize it was time for Trident's "woe is me"-fest followed by his utter rejection of all decent advice and willingness to improve himself. Boy, how time flies.

 

[Kyle]

He would just use an excuse for that too thought, something like "I can't, I have TMJ."

lol nice =)

 

[AreaCode707]

I find the dichotomic nature of responses quite humorous.

On one side, you have the people who obviously haven't read any of TridenT's past posts. They try to be nice and cheer him up, give advice, and help the kid out.

On the other side, you have the people who've dealt with this shit 100 times already. They've read his similar posts, tried to be nice, given advice, tried to cheer him up, only to be rebuffed and hear all kinds of lame-ass excuses and made up bullshit.

If TridenT wanted help, he'd get it. He's heard the advice 100x before. Unfortunately, he's not interested in getting help, he just wants attention and sympathy for a life that he's actively made crappy (or stories he's made up).

Nah, I've dealt with his bullshit plenty. I just don't think it's ever ok, under any circumstances, even as a joke, to encourage someone towards giving up on life.

 

[sotired]

TFP? Is that you?

TFP, you are so right. I will never grow tired of Trident threads.

"No, they aren't. I'm actually thinking of creating an archive for TridenT. I want to chronicle
his descent into suicidal depression. It brings me much joy to see someone in such pain. Physical
pain is one thing. Sure the screams and moans of those being tortured create a beautiful melody,
but it is psychological pain that most interests me. It's the subtlety, you see. A man suffering
like TridenT doesn't scream out in pain. You can't hear him beg for death. No. No, what you hear
is much more magnificent. You hear a man who is slowly being destroyed by his own thoughts. He fixates
on things no one else cares about. All of his thoughts are centered around his flaws. Flaws which go
unnoticed by others. That is what makes this so amusing, and that is why I will never grow tired of these threads. Everyone knows this."

 

[SMOGZINN]

Nah, I've dealt with his bullshit plenty. I just don't think it's ever ok, under any circumstances, even as a joke, to encourage someone towards giving up on life.

I completely agree with you, 707. But, I too have heard TridenT whine to the community and then nastily shoot down all good advice while insulting the very people trying to help for me to want to assist him anymore.

Dighn asked, 'why would someone other than a troll continually post what could only lead to ridicule? ' I thought that was a good question. Let’s assume that TridenT is not a troll, then why would he keep posting things here that are only going to lead to more ridicule? I can only come up with two answers of which either or both could be true. Either he does this in real life and gets the same sort of ridicule we deal out (or at least the real life version of it) and so is used to and expects ridicule, or we are the only friends he has to talk to at all which make the few people willing to take him seriously worth the ridicule.

Something to think about when you reply to him. Maybe we are a part of his problem.

 

[TridenT]

TFP, you are so right. I will never grow tired of Trident threads.

"No, they aren't. I'm actually thinking of creating an archive for TridenT. I want to chronicle
his descent into suicidal depression. It brings me much joy to see someone in such pain. Physical
pain is one thing. Sure the screams and moans of those being tortured create a beautiful melody,
but it is psychological pain that most interests me. It's the subtlety, you see. A man suffering
like TridenT doesn't scream out in pain. You can't hear him beg for death. No. No, what you hear
is much more magnificent. You hear a man who is slowly being destroyed by his own thoughts. He fixates
on things no one else cares about. All of his thoughts are centered around his flaws. Flaws which go
unnoticed by others. That is what makes this so amusing, and that is why I will never grow tired of these threads. Everyone knows this."

I thought that post was one of his better ones. Flawed still, but better.

I called the girl today (second time this week). Got voicemail. Left message. She won't call back. To those who said I should see her in person, she lives 3 hours away. There's always been that distance.

There are so few cute girls in Seattle. I'm trying to think of any that I currently know of. There's not really any that I feel that motivation for. Maybe it's just me who feels that feeling, but sometimes there's this motivation that I feel that inspires me when there is a significantly attractive enough girl. When there is someone who seems cute enough or interesting enough, one goes for it. I guess a shitty example would be the scene where Mike sees Lorraine for the first time in the bar in the movie Swingers(1996). Mike sees the bunny and goes for it. I cannot remember the last time I've felt that feeling; felt that, "Kill the bunny" feeling.. It has been a long time. It's also been a few months since a girl looked at me that intensely like Lorraine did at Mike. I remember watching that movie back in high school and thinking it was a great movie. I watched it with this girl I am hung up over just last week and remember seeing the way Lorraine looked at Mike and thinking, "Wow. I've gotten that look. So, I am not just overthinking it."

 

[Kyle]

Stop calling. You've left your message- she knows you want to talk...don't be desperate...or at least don't act like it.

And there are plenty of cute girls @ UW.