<< How can God create everything and then discriminate within that creation that which will be restored?
I don't understand why original sin should have the power to pervade every human existance. I can only conclude it is the decision of God. >>
Because "innocent until proven guilty" and "benefit of the doubt" only apply to judicial systems of those that are not omnicient and all-knowing... We have no chance of never commiting or thinking sinful notions... And honest people will own up to that.
<< I don't understand why evil has to exist at all. >>
I believe evil is a what we call it, but what it really is, is greed, selfishness, and ego, that spawns all sinful things...
<< I don't understand why God chose me, either. I've done nothing. I have no identity apart from God. I could have no identity other than what God has chosen for me. But if I had no choice in my calling, why do I now have a choice in obedience? It seems cruel that I've been brought into that most beautiful of relationships only to be subject to a nature that tries to ruin it at every opportunity. I can, daily, walk through a crowd of empty souls. Is it God's will that His message is not preached by me? I can't see that it is." >>
I think you were wise in initially assuming that you don't know what God knows and therefore it would be foolish for you to make assumptions based on relatively limited knowledge and intellect.
Though you may not exist without God, I don't see how you can say it is not your choice to follow Him... God does not decide who His followers are - He calls to every one of us...
I think one reason we live in this world, have free will, and have joys and sorrows, is so that we can decide our destiny - and that if we do end up in hell we can only have ourselves to blame.