Spent the day being sick as a dog and sleeping...now it's past midnight and I can't sleep! So... I'll post.
I agree with the essence of much of what
PlatinumGold said in his long post way up in the thread.... though I disagree on some of the specifics.
I too believe that everything exists
within God. I've often thought that for all intents and purposes, we are not actually real, but only exist within God the same way a hologram only exists for as long as it is being generated by a holographic projector.... we are not self-existant.
I believe that God is absolute in knowledge, power and presense (both spacially and temporally). As such, I believe that God exists always at every point of time within the boundries of time and exists also outside of time and in all places and even in the "no place" He existed before he created any "place". Because of this, I think it is reasonable to believe that God knows, has known and will know everything that has, is and will every happen and He has always known it and exists in the "eternal now"... a singular, all encompassing thought without change.
It has seemed to me that if that is all true, then EVERYTHING is written in stone, for if He is omniscient, then even He cannot change what He already knows is true. But this perspective is written by a being (me) who can only view and evaluate based on my existance within time. I have no reference or ability to truly comprehend what it means to exist as God does.
OTOH, I see that in the Bible, God holds people accountable for their heart's intent based on what THEY know to be right or wrong, as opposed to what WE know is right or wrong.... at least if they don't know Him.
- RO 2:12 All who sin apart from the law will also perish apart from the law, and all who sin under the law will be judged by the law. 13 For it is not those who hear the law who are righteous in God's sight, but it is those who obey the law who will be declared righteous. 14 (Indeed, when Gentiles, who do not have the law, do by nature things required by the law, they are a law for themselves, even though they do not have the law, 15 since they show that the requirements of the law are written on their hearts, their consciences also bearing witness, and their thoughts now accusing, now even defending them.) 16 This will take place on the day when God will judge men's secrets through Jesus Christ, as my gospel declares.
God judges the heart, not the action. These people will be judged on their "consciences", not on the actions that they did. If people are to be judged on their conscience, then they must have the ability to decided between good and evil.... even though they don't have the Holy Spirit.... God has let all of us know in our hearts what is right and wrong and leaves it to us to choose.
So, now I have this strange dicotomy, where it would seem that everything is predestined and yet everything depends on freewill. The ultimate conclusion that I've come to is that both are right and it is a limitation of US to be able to grasp that they are NOT mutually exclusive from God's perspective, only ours. Some of you may think that this is a cop out on my part... but let me tell you, it isn't easy admitting to myself that the limitation in the whole equation is me!
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So the lines are Drawn. the Test subjects are the next race that GOD creates, It just happens to be Adam and Eve. >>
This I more or less agree with.
- Eph 3:10 His intent was that now, through the church, the manifold wisdom of God should be made known to the rulers and authorities in the heavenly realms, 11 according to his eternal purpose which he accomplished in Christ Jesus our Lord.
I've wondered about this, and what I'm about to write is pure speculation, but I wonder.... if man purpose is to show the fallen angels just how wise God is and how foolish they are. Consider that one third of the angels, who we can presume had seen God directly, rebelled and turned their backs on God. Consider that the Bible teaches that the majority of man will go to Hell and that we have never seen the Father. Consider that the "number of man" is 666... which is two thirds. I've wondered if God is showing the demons that 333 (one third) of all men who ever lived will choose Him
without ever even seeing Him and point to the folley of those that saw Him and turned away.
Pure speculation.... but something I've thought about.
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but rewind a sec. what separated Adam and Eve from God, was it the act of Disobedience? (this is where most people are mistaken in my opinion) NO. it wasn't the Disobedience, but the SHIFTING of responsibility. >>
No, it wasn't the shifting of responsibility. It was the turning of trust away from God and to satan. All God has ever done, since the beginning of time has been to ask His creation to trust Him and let Him give them what they need. He told them that fruit was bad and don't eat it, but that they could have other stuff... they didn't trust Him and the result was the fall of man. When He told the people of Isreal that
HE would give them the promised land and then they said that the people they would fight were too strong, they failed to trust Him and for that they perished in the desert until others were raised up who did go in. He told them (the Isrealites) that He would provide for their life on the Sabboth by giving them double manna the day before... for those who wouldn't trust Him and worked for themselves on that day, the punishment was physical death... and that was the shadow of what He has given us. He has provided for our eternal life... He knows that it is something that we CANNOT workout on our own, so HE paid the price in full and offered us HIS sacrifice as a gift, a gift He gives freely and all we have to do is to accept it. If we do not trust Him in this, and try to do things on our own, then the result is eternal death. All He's ever wanted us to do was to trust Him and see that He loves us and wants to provide for us.... like any of us who are parents want our children to do.
- John 3:16 "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. 17 For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. 18 Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because he has not believed in the name of God's one and only Son.
I really do think it's all about trust.
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One question I eventually came to is why am I unhappy. >>
That's a REALLY good question to ask! If everyone on Earth truly pondered that, this could be a much better place than it is!.... well.... as long as people didn't start scape goating.
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How do you choose to have faith. To me it's like saying choose to be gullible. Sorry, no can do. And how can it be a gift if you choose it. You get gifts without asking for them. That's what makes them gifts. >>
How do you choose to forgive? You simply make a decision to change your mental processes toward a situation... why is this different? To me, it's not like saying choose to be gullible, but like saying that if it feels correct at the core of your being, then maybe in some immaterial and unmessurable way, it is correct. As for the gift part... I know I've asked for gifts before... has no one ever asked you "what do you want for your birthday?". But even if that person buys you a gift and brings it to your house, you are always free to reject or accept it. Only the giving of a gift is the responsibility of the bearer, the proposed recipient must decide what happens after that... and so it is with God. If he forces us, then not only don't we have free will, but we don't trust Him and we don't love Him... we are only robots. It is only through His freely offering and allowing us to freely receive that makes it real.
I actually look at it more like we are overboard in the arctic and we will die of hyperthermia in short order if we don't get out of the water. God throw's us a life preserver and yells to us that if we don't grab hold, we will spend eternity at the bottom of an icy grave. He's warning us in advance and providing us escape... but He won't MAKE us grab the life preserver.
Hmmm.... I'm feeling sleepier now... perhaps I'll head up to bed. Thanks to anyone who read through all of that!
Joe